i really suck at thinking about the future, i dont even know what im gonna do in my life the next two days from now, but i know what im going to do im gonna work in a fashion magazine, be an editor you know just like what i’ve wanted since i was younger. going around the world is my biggest dream, but seeing where i am right now, the condition, money and everything just putting me one step back from everybody else. i wanna make my mom happy but sometimes what she wants is not exactly what i wish for and i mean i have done a lot of things, things i dont wanna do like…forever and i’m just sick of it, i wanna do stuff i know, i dont wanna get stuck behind the desk just doing accounting or stuff like that. i wanna make art, i wanna learn other languages, i wanna see other cultures around the world, i wanna hear different types of music from different countries, i wanna travel the world, see the beauty of it from different sides, i wanna get out from this country. i want to be an EDITOR for a big time magazine and i’m going to be one!. i hope those wishes will come true because i want it so bad…and i just want my life to be an adventure you know, i want to not know what im gonna do in five years from now…maybe i’m gonna be in Milan or Paris sitting in a front row seat in fashion week, or portugal or tokyo, maybe africa, feeding the hungry doing charity with UNICEF, i dont know and sure i dont wanna know because it’s just scary to imagine that my chance of getting there is as little as the needle in the hay.
