I wish I could restart my life. I wish I was in a game. So I could, like save and resume, or restart..I made so much mistakes, and I still laugh at the reasons why I did those things, then I start to get depressed because I let so much people down…I wish I could restart. I made such a reputation that, everyone just automatically assumes I’ll do something horrible, or that I’m a bitch. But the funny thing about high school is, having a reputation is better than not having one. So I couldn’t stop being a bitch. I smoked, I hurt myself, and I let go of him.

10:50 pm  •  18 January 2011  •  2 notes